20 Years and I Feel Like 21 Already

2017 when i reached adulthood:
01. first gift from Jesus was a close acquaintance with Hyelin
02. two weeks later the gift was taken away forcefully, and she treated me nicely as though I never existed
03. i stopped working in sweat in Ganko and started seeking alternative income like joining Eyeka competition
04. The file was not submitted and they did not review my draft only until last two days
05. Unfulfilled criteria, disqualified
06. In money crisis, ate only rice with soy sauce07. Friend was too busy
08. Friends started to have girlfriends, thus my life of giving random messages and expecting care-in-depth for a mere weird joke was over
09. I lost my marriage by cheating
10. Art and Music seemed angry with my new girlfriend, Culinary
11. Having intense exercises everyday: lifting more life weight and sprinting out of money
12. Met a new girl, Bingo
13. Bingo was just an imagination
14. Didn't win a Bingo twice
15. All my 3 best gadgets were still unusable
16. Leaving Japan
17. Out of all those, still refuse to learn to grow up and be a man
18. Will I die like this?
19. Is it how this is going to end?
20. I can only wait, and try talking to Art and Music and maybe apologise, apologise, and apologise to Mr. Fish