Hardwork and not Popularity
Surprisingly my real life social is getting better period.
I didn't understand why but all students are now unto me while all teachers shoo away
oh right of course it was because i had power over the teachers and thus a strong ally since teachers set the adult rules. with this book.
anw that book is written by class study reps only, which is me in mine classth, and it is about daily class study and teach remarks. Long ago it was briefed out that it's a book for students to help trace out lazy teachers who don't teach and don't do their job well. Upon understanding that, I wrote things as factual as possible. In one instance, a chem teacher quitted his job, prior to becoming a good friend and the only ally he could trust upon the corrupt staffs. He quitted not because of the book and my writing, but because just like me he hated the school.
Math teacher was chubby 40ish yo old auntie, remember? After she turned against me and threatened me on live mic in the rugby stadium, for the whole school to hear (roughly 200 people), for merely inquiring why I was rudely asked to move to the second row from the first row I had been sitting for quiet a while, I wrote her skipping class 7 times, which was true, and she got forfeited or something, and asked to repay 3 hours of lessons to my class. To my satisfaction and chagrin respectively, nobody but me attended, and to her seemingly ironic view of me being punished instead, I sat through her awkward teaching method on child's math while doing Gothic architecture sketch. She realized I was immune to schools shit and always stayed back late after school at 4 p.m to practice guitar, edit video, draw, and other stuffs until 9 o'clock. Therefore she made it clear it was still her forfeit. That day I learned nothing, and she learnt not to be rude to a seemingly weak student with one powerful tomb. You see this is what I mean by social life getting better period. Math teacher is a female, too. A female auntie if you know what I mean. wink.
I still struggle to find out the reason to why I live and go through all these shifts. Over and over again, and even though I'm sick I always run into the circumstance where I had but no choice if I were to settle with my laziness and procrastination.
May be the book, but it wasn't fun to play God on innocent little corrupt schools with poor teaching materials, but like everyone it was just trying to make ends.
may the prayers from Utah Church buddies help me notwithstanding me skipping churches a year now.
then i conclude it must be the combination of my guitar and drawing skills, language prowess. They may not be the cause, but certainly they contribute to those two loathed traits of unsuccessful people.
I didn't understand why but all students are now unto me while all teachers shoo away
oh right of course it was because i had power over the teachers and thus a strong ally since teachers set the adult rules. with this book.
anw that book is written by class study reps only, which is me in mine classth, and it is about daily class study and teach remarks. Long ago it was briefed out that it's a book for students to help trace out lazy teachers who don't teach and don't do their job well. Upon understanding that, I wrote things as factual as possible. In one instance, a chem teacher quitted his job, prior to becoming a good friend and the only ally he could trust upon the corrupt staffs. He quitted not because of the book and my writing, but because just like me he hated the school.
Math teacher was chubby 40ish yo old auntie, remember? After she turned against me and threatened me on live mic in the rugby stadium, for the whole school to hear (roughly 200 people), for merely inquiring why I was rudely asked to move to the second row from the first row I had been sitting for quiet a while, I wrote her skipping class 7 times, which was true, and she got forfeited or something, and asked to repay 3 hours of lessons to my class. To my satisfaction and chagrin respectively, nobody but me attended, and to her seemingly ironic view of me being punished instead, I sat through her awkward teaching method on child's math while doing Gothic architecture sketch. She realized I was immune to schools shit and always stayed back late after school at 4 p.m to practice guitar, edit video, draw, and other stuffs until 9 o'clock. Therefore she made it clear it was still her forfeit. That day I learned nothing, and she learnt not to be rude to a seemingly weak student with one powerful tomb. You see this is what I mean by social life getting better period. Math teacher is a female, too. A female auntie if you know what I mean. wink. I still struggle to find out the reason to why I live and go through all these shifts. Over and over again, and even though I'm sick I always run into the circumstance where I had but no choice if I were to settle with my laziness and procrastination.
May be the book, but it wasn't fun to play God on innocent little corrupt schools with poor teaching materials, but like everyone it was just trying to make ends.
may the prayers from Utah Church buddies help me notwithstanding me skipping churches a year now.
then i conclude it must be the combination of my guitar and drawing skills, language prowess. They may not be the cause, but certainly they contribute to those two loathed traits of unsuccessful people.
why i say this is because for 1 year 2.5 months i was fucking dilligent in class. yet no teacher ever acknowledge. I was the only one who took notes on World Wars in Chinese. They but gave awkward superiority praises like "not bad" "way to go".I know it's trivial to some people and hard to understand to you what i'm saying but i have a strong feeling that people are obsessed with latent talents. that's my hardwork doesn't make my popularity, neither did my artworks, but Abbia's musical talents. They are, but unseen hardworks. People are obsessed with unseen hardwork. Well this is one hell of experience but that's it for my five-cents popularity experiment for ya.
Abbia is btw a boy from Indonesia who plays guitar so well, and replaced me on fiddling math teacher's vcard. As an artist, I leave it to you to interpret what vector card means. Means values with both directions and magnitudes.
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